positive vibes /

facing our inner feelings is never easy

there's a saying, "the truth will pissed you off before it sets you free"

only by facing it you'd be able to set it free

i think about how much time i've wasted, not gonna say i totally know what are my life goals now, but it's getting nearer :)

i think about how much time i've wasted on things that are out of my control, trying to change the way how things work, trying to change some people ..

and i asked myself, what do i get out of all these? 

people still leave as and when they wanted, things still happened the way it should be and i'd be affected by the things that i tried to control and can't..

there are still people that i can't let go off..

it's not that the feeling is still there

perhaps it's a human nature always wanting to win in some ways..

to be very honest, it's like you just can't see them happily in love when you're not

so in order to maintain a positive mind, i rather not see them..

i can't control the actions of others, but i can set boundaries to only see things that makes me happy right? :)

i know once i figured out what i want for my life, everything will fall in place..

all these useless emotions, jealousy feelings would end up so tiny that i dont even feel them in my life anymore

i began to love these days because when I'm alone, the only voices i heard are mine..

i dont hear words that i dont wish to hear, words that would made me feel bad and upset 

i meet up with people that i want, those that would never make me feel bad and i realised I'm happier this way..

sometimes it's never the intention to bring someone down with the words but negative words would still made an impact to someone's mind and mood when they heard it even though they know how much they shouldn't be affected by it..